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I capped the whole movie but unfortunatly I didn't have time to upload all of the caps on my photobucket account before I had to format my pc in a rush. There's still plenty off caps though, there's only the part after Owen's attack in the cafeteria missing.

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Here are a couple of new 100x100 icons I made.

Movie icons (Dead Silence, Cry_Wolf, Titanic, Princess Bride, Nightmare before Christmas, Crazy/Beautiful, RENT)

    
     

Eva Longoria

   

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I was looking around my neighborhood today and I started to think about something. I live in a poor neighborhood in a little town. There's drug dealers everywhere around, I'm even pretty sure we have the most dealers by square feet in the whole town. There also his alot of kids and who says dealers says addicts. That's when I started thinking: Can drug addicts still be good parents?

I know this is a big question but I think that for the future of those little sweethearts we should take the time to think about it. Should the child protectives services take away all of those kids? I mean if they're treated good, if they're eating with their hunger, if they have a roof over their tiny heads, if their parents still take loving care of them, is there a problem somewhere?

I can understand for those who waste all their money on that trash without taking care of the kids' fondamental needs. I can see why those parents don't deserve to keep their treasures, but even in that case does it have to be forever? Can't the parents get the professional help they need to get through their dependancy without being judged? I have 2 small kids and I know parenthood isn't easy. There's no instruction manual that comes with a baby and sometimes people can feel overwhelmed. For those individuals, the ones that see their problem, the ones that want to do something about it, the ones that care enough to reach out for the help they need, why do they get judged?

And for the parents that yes are addicted to some kind of drug, but without anything missing for the children's happiness, can we still consider them good parents? If they're always there for their kids, even if they're hungover or just so tired they can hardly keep their eyes open, are they caring enough to be good parents? I think so, I have an open mind and I think everyone has their own demons to return back to hell so I do think that yes if the little ones aren't missing anything, even if it's only devoted time or attention from their parents, even if the said parents are addicted to god-knows-what, they can still be perfectly normal parents. What do you think?

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Again I can see Sammy singing this to Dean. With a little exception though, since Sam and Dean are brothers they never really ''meet''.
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Never had a dream come true -> S Club 7 (Again I know they're completly out but they still had some great songs... just like the Backstreet Boys and the Spice Girls.)

Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

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I can just see Sammy singing this to Dean just a little bit either before his leave for Stanford or a little after his leave.
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Have you ever -> S Club 7 (I know S Club 7 is completly out but I still love this song. Can't help it, it's my plague.)

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

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J'ai écris ceci pour ma mère, vous n'êtes pas forçés de commenter, j'ai juste écris ça pour me défouler.
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Je penses encore à toi -> Sylvain Cossette
Dans les désordres de mon coeur
Quand tout va bien, quand rien ne va
Entre le désir et la peur
Je pense encore à toi
Dans les désordres de ma vie
Où je sens que ma vie s'en va
Dans la tristesse de chaque nuit
Je pense encore à toi

Et je ne comprends pas pourquoi tu n'es plus là

Et même s'il arrive que je pleure
À me souvenir d'autrefois
Je suis heureux de ton bonheur
Je pense encore à toi
Dans les désordres de ma vie
Entre l'ivresse et les grands froids
Je n'ai jamais trouvé l'oubli
Je pense encore à toi

Et je ne comprends pas pourquoi tu n'es plus là
Je ne t'ai jamais dit adieu
Je ne t'ai jamais dis vas t-en
Je t'attends
Reviens quand tu veux
Je ne t'ai jamais dit adieu.

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Je ne sais pas pourquoi cette chanson me fais toujours penser à toi. Il y a des choses cependant que je ne fais pas. J'ai passé l'âge de croire au Père Noel, au lapin de Pâques, à la fée des dents et aux contes de fées. Je sais que dans la vraie vie il n'y a aucun chevaliers sur leurs blancs destriers pour venir me secourir quand je me sens comme une demoiselle en détresse. Demoiselle parce que je suis bien loin du temps oû j'étais une princesse. Je ne suis plus la princesse ni la petite fille de personne, je ne suis plus qu'une coquille vide qui essayes de faire croire au monde entier qu'elle est une adulte forte qui peut en prendre des masses sans jamais tomber. Quel dommage que le vernis sois en train de craquer et j'ai toujours besoin de plus d'artifices pour continuer à jouer.

Mon rôle tellement bien définis dans cette grande pièce qu'est la vie. Une pièce où tout le monde fait partie du script et ne peux jamais changer de personnage.

Tu m'as forçée à grandir trop vite, trop tôt. à passer mes coups durs toute seule, sans les bras rassurants d'une mère. Ne t'étonnes pas de trouver une porte fermée lorsque tu reviendras pour venir nous fucker encore plus. Parce que ton retour, qui aura lieu avant ton départ pour un autre monde, est écrit dans le grand livre du destin ou de Dieu comme tu voudras.

En tant que mère je ne comprends pas comment tu peut détester la chair de ta chair, le sang de ton sang assez pour les abandonner sans jamais regarder en arrière. Je ne me plains pas, j'ai eu le meilleur père dont on peut rêver et une adolescence pas pire que celles des autres jeunes femmes, mais tu m'as quand même manqué.

J'ai souvent souhaité ton retour, j'en ai tellement rêvé que maintenant je le crains. Et à moins que tu ne puisses me donner la vraie raison de ton départ, celle qui va surement nous faire tellement de mal. Tu ne trouveras que mon dos et ma porte close à tes belles promesses et à tes ''Je t'aime'' qui sonnent horriblement faux, écris à la hâte dans des cartes qui n'arrivent jamais au bon moment.

C'est dommage pour toi, tu ne connaitras jamais tes petits-enfants, eux n'ont pas besoin de tes beaux tableaux ou de tes ''acroires''. Tu dois être la plus grande, la meilleure des actrices au monde parce que pendant des années, plus d'une décénnie tu as réussi à me faire croire que tu m'aimais. En vieilissant, après avoir attendu en vain des cartes de fête ou des appels qui ne sont jamais arrivés,  je me suis rendu compte que tu te fouttais royalement de moi.

D'année en année, j'ai finis par arrête d'attendre cette intervention divine qui aurais fait en sorte que tu te souviennes de mon existence.

Non j'ai finis d'attendre et même si parfois je pleures en pensant à mon passé, en relisant mon histoire, je me rends compte que j'ai changé. Que je suis passé de te pleurer en particulier à pleurer une mère en général.

Ne viens pas pour tout gâcher, c'est inutile, j'ai passé l'âge de croire aux miracles, aux fées et aux lutins.

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Sam to Dean.

Mouth -> Bush (An american werewolf in Paris soundtrack)

You gave me this
Made me give
Your silver grin
still sticking it in
You have some machine soul machine
Soul of Machine

The longest kiss
Feeling furniture days
Drift madly to you
Pollute my heart; Drain

You have stolen me
broken me
stolen me
broken me

All your mental armor drags me down
nothing hurts like your mouth

Your loaded smiles and pretty just deserts
Wish it all for you
So much it never hurts

You have soul machine
Stolen me

all your mental armor drags me down
We can't breathe when we come around
All your mental armor drags me down
nothing hurts like your mouth

We'd been missing long before
never found our way home
We'd been missing long before
we will found our way

You gave me this
made give

you have soul machine
broken free

all your mental armor drags me down
we can't breathe when we come around
all your mental armor drags me down
nothing hurts like your mouth

all your mental armor
all your mental armor
and your mouth...

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''Did he say anything to you?'' asked Sam turning his gaze away from the burning body of their father to look at his brother. Without a word the oldest Winchester took a folded piece of paper out of his pocket.

With a small frown the second son took it and started to read.

Sammy,

I know I haven't been there alot through out your childhood and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry I wasn't able to grow the same bond you have with your brother Sammy. From the day he pulled you out of the fire when you were a baby you wouldn't let anyone else hold you without crying loud enough to wake up the deads. I'm sorry we fought all the time but it was hard for me to know that even if you love me, Dean has always been the father to you. I decided to give the gift of life to Dean because I know you two are perfectly able to take care of yourselves. Not that I don't love my sons more than my own life, but I know that if I didn't do anything and he died you would never have been the same again and that's too much for me. I want you two to be as happy as you possibly can and if that means leaving you two alone to fight all those horrible things that hide in the dark then I'm glad to do it. You've become way better hunters than me anyways. Take good care of your brother, I know you're the only one that can see through the psychopathic surface. If there's only one thing I have to add is that even if your feelings aren't as deep for me as they are for Dean, I love you Sammy and you'll always be my little baby.


Sam lifted tear filled eyes from the letter to lock his emerald gaze with an identical one. ''Did you read it?''

''No.''

He looked down and folded the letter before putting it in his pocket. Then he made the few steps that were separating him from Dean, in a mouvement of habit the other hunter wrapped an arm around his waist and pulled his flush against him while Sam was snuggling his face in his neck. He was always surprised to see how Dean would always do the rigth thing at the right moment, he was still in pain but he knew they would cope with it as long as they would be together.

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Another piece I'm adding to Wincest soundtrack. I think it suits better Sam talking to Dean.

I turn to you -> Christina Aguilera

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.

And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

When I lose my will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me.

And when I need a friend, you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true...

For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you... 

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I know my poem isn't perfect and seems kinda weird but it's Dean talking to Sam and I like the way it is.

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While I'm lost in the symphony of your moans, I can't remember the times when we weren't together this way,
I never have meet anyone else that was able to make their noises of love sound like music to my ears,
I missed you so much during those years you passed far away from me that everything I thought about you I stared at the phone for hours,
Incapable of gathering the willpower needed to dial your number I knew by heart,
I was so scared you would hang up on me or simply not even answer that I didn't call,
But I when I saw you in Stanford that night, fighthing me off like you would of any other creatures to then recognize me I felt my heart break into pieces,
When we kissed the moment before Jessica appeared you reminded me how you can turn my blood into fire,
When she walked in the room, wondering what the hell was going on, I felt jealous for the first time of my life,
I can't believe how much you mean to me,
How much you can satisfy my every need without even wanting to,
Since Dad died our relationship has matured, I guess it's because we're all that's left to one another,
You're all my world Sammy, my whole life, my universe,
If I want to resume everything I feel for you in one sentence this is the 4 words that I'll need,
I LOVE YOU SAMMY!

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